I found some thing Rapid fire questions which I could not stop sharing with you..


- Politics?
Inevitable.

- Religion?
Lifeline or could be death-line.

- Anger?
Avoidable.

- Fear?
Love upside down.

- Joy?
Your nature.

- Knowledge?
That brings happiness.

- Alcohol?
That brings misery.

- Myself?
The lucky one.

- Chaos?
Mother of bliss.

- Your smile?
Unforgettable.

- Prayer?
Works.

- Relationship?
Work's all the time. But some says Doesn't work all the time.

- Youth?
Responsibility. Anyone who takes responsibility is a youth.

- Intelligent?
One who performs the responsibility.

- World?
A gift to humanity.

- Technology?
Meant to bring comfort.

- Future?
That which you can make bright.

- God?
Love.

- Life?
The same. Ditto.. ! :)

Its a boring day today... though I spent my time with my family...I tired alot.. need to have long weekend..there and where I could spend my time with myself..by taking rest and rest and rest.. Need rest very badly.. :)

My Loneliness..

We're all lonely for something... we don't know what we're lonely for.. How else to explain the curious feeling that goes around feeling like missing something in life which we've never even knew? I am myself alone. One oneness, a unit in a society, but always afraid, always alone.. the people whom you feel yours wont accept you as what you are and as their own.. the feeling is weird..

If I should scream, if I should call for help, would anyone hear... would it even matter? Time takes it all, whether you want it to or not. Time takes it all, time bears it away, and in the end there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again.

These days I always get negative thoughts.. No matter how much I try to control them, they keep increasing. At least now I have realized that they increase if I try to control them. And now I am not sure whether I am trying to embrace them or exclude them.

I've been sitting here trying to find myself.. I get behind myself.. I need to rewind myself.. I'm digging my way to something better.. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired... I used to go to bed so high and tensed.. I have lost the will to live. Simply nothing more to give.There is nothing more for me. Need the end to set me free. I thought I could leave, but couldn't get out the door

You'll just never know...so many emotions I choose not to show..

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know what I wanna see. My world use to be worth living for, and now it's hard enough just to be me. I'm screwing up every little good thing I ever try to do.

But I know you are always there for me.. standing besides me.. holding my hand in all the aspects.. You are the only hope for me now.. to come out of my loneliness and to find the way to reach my goal. Though god has given me the pain.. he has given you to overcome my loneliness, my pain.. Thanks for being with me in such a bad state of mine.

Purpose of life.. !!

The purpose of life is not to be miserable and make others miserable. Purpose of life is not to show-off to other people. Purpose of life is not to think on small terms for short term joy and little pleasures.

First make a list of what should not be the purpose of life. So you think about it and one day you will discover. When you discover you will say, ‘wow!’

I too wanted to discover the purpose of my life. When I listed .. I found so many.. which have to be done and which not to be done. I finally found something new apart from my existing things.. Hopefully will achieve it soon.. (Don't ask me what exactly I found those as purpose of my life.. because every one has their own goals.. their own things to do, in their own way).

You too try to discover the things..and find out the purpose of your life. :)

When people criticize you, you should just listen to them. If there is something good in it, take it and if there is nothing good then just leave it, ignore it. They can comment, so what! You should not lose your equanimity. I tried so hard to ignore the people who comments me.. but finally I could manage to do so.. Lets try.. and feel the change..

Getting Attached to someone is also painful.. !!

As the pain was more I tried to be in quiet.. heavens.. and sat in silence.. As I was attached to my dears... I could not concentrate on the nature...I could not stand in silence... As I said being far away from loved ones is more painful than the physical pain.. I experienced this..

Attachments takes away peace of mind.. Then you are in pieces and fall prey to misery. Before I get scattered too much, I need to gather myself and rid my breath of the feverishness through surrender.... I do not notice this until it is too late..

Without fighting the attachments, observe the feverishness for that... and go to the cool place of silence within. We have to direct the attachment to the knowledge not to the people... That is what I observed ..

Feeling that everything is stagnant in my life, I realize that everything is changing, yet see there is something that is on-changing. I recognize the non-changing among the change are the wisest of all.

It is very painful when the person whom we are attached to chooses to leave us..stay far away from us.. How do you feel then?? I could say one thing here.. Whatever is yours will always be yours. Whatever is not yours will come for a little while and then go. Wake up! Sitting and crying being emotional is not going to help. Wake up and see this is the world and the world has its own metrics. See how you can move forward. That is what I can say .. :)

Then you will say .. wow! Life is much more than I thought it was..

Pain is never permanent .. !!

The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quiet, alone with the heavens, nature and God. Because only then does one feel that all is as it should be and that God wishes to see people happy, in the middle of the simple beauty of nature.

Pain is never permanent ..

A wise man once sat in the audience & cracked a joke. All laughed like crazy.. After a moment he cracked the same joke again and a little less people laughed this time. He cracked the same joke again & again, when there was no laughter in the crowd, he smiled and said,

“When u can’t laugh on the same joke again & again, then why do u keep crying over the same thing over and over again…”

‘Lets move on’… :) :) .. Pain is never permanent .. You google yourself to find which makes you feel better.. which makes you more happier.. which makes you more stronger enough to overcome your pain.

I am in search of that and trying to find out some remedies to overcome the pain .. as such mine is physical.. so going out alone with out my loved ones.. Don’t know whether this will reduce my pain or will increase as being me far away from my loved ones.. Seems being far from the loved ones is more painful than the physical pain..